My feet are warm and toasty~

T-8 HOURS

The list of events that have occurred in the past week remind me vaguely of the times in which my life completely revolved around MMORPGs and I spent hours on end completing a quest that followed a plethora of sub-quests which would only lead to an ever-so-rewarding prize. Yesterday, I started my oh so perilous quest at 6 A.M the hospital's office downtown meeting with the surgery coordinator in which we stayed for hours trying to setting some problem with a CT scan ordered by some subpar facility in sugarland run by a group of ill-mannered people only to be told that after meeting with the anesthesia [which took another 2 hours just to have some tests run and be told that I'd be asleep for the procedure] that I would have to travel halfway across town and get a CT scan done at their other hospital and deliver the images to the ENT in hopes that maybe he'll be able to assess the images and clear me for surgery right away. Needless to say by the time I got home it was nearly evening and I was so tired from hopping from hospital to hospital I was just happy to be in bed.

Anyways now that the horrible day is over with and I've cleaned thoroughly and made my peace with food, tomorrow is the big day. 8 hours from now I'll be on my way to something I could only barely fathom in my dreams. In 8 hours, I will never look, or eat the same way again. 

In 8 hours, the whole game changes

and I'd be completely lying if I were to say I wasn't scared. I AM SCARED

but the excitement and anticipation i've built up for this day far outweighs any fear I harbour, not to mention the fact that this is only the beginning. 

I'm very happy to say that there are a lot of people supporting me through this and for all you who took the time to read these thoughts of mine, i'd like to say thank you. I am forever thankful for the friends and family that have been waiting for this day just as long as I have and will be there for me when i wake up to see me. 

Now for pictures~

MY LAST MEAL; 

BECKS PRIME BUBBA BURGER

DEAR LORD I CAN STILL TASTE IT 

I love duckies 

Hurrah for cool admission wristbands from when I got my CT

Left: Before

Right: estimated depiction of what they think I might look for after the first surgery.

Ta~ta